|2012-04-18 12:21:53 CST - drunkness_of(0)|
|Yeah, pretty much just that but more. Lijuan is such a sweet, healthy girl, makes me feel great. I've been trying to find full time work in this area now though, and that is always a bit painful.|
|2012-03-23 12:42:53 CST - drunkness_of(0)|
|Well, I've got a beautiful girlfriend to keep me company again. I couldn't be happier, I love her intensely. It's so odd, after putting so much work into trying to make things work with people since getting single, it really wasn't any work with her at all. Everything just seemed so effortless. Not that we didn't have to court each other a bit...we didn't just both settle for the person that was handy is my point. We had to put the effort in, it just went so smooth. We never seem to annoy each other, it's astounding.|
|2012-03-17 22:37:42 CST - drunkness_of(0)|
|Life has been oddly good. I hate to say it but I have a major thing for a girl again. Except this time I don't think it's the for a week kind of thing. I've been trying to temper my feelings a bit but I don't think I've been doing that very well. It's utterly terrifying actually. Requires an astounding amount of trust and/or stupidity to let someone else have that kind of control. Probably gonna end up stinging like hell but you gotta take a chance once in a while right? Oh, might as well note this to myself here 20/42, I might be ok here.|
|2012-01-22 15:29:34 CST - drunkness_of(0)|
|Haven't posted here much, been doing the google+ thing more. But this is really more for me than for other people, just to kind of chronicle not so much events as my state of mind over time. Last few weeks have been completely surreal. Finally sinking into seattle, I ordered furniture! Found a crazy sweet girl that gets me all worked up. It's been one of those blocks of time that you live the rest of the time in the middle for. Something you're kind of always looking forward to even though you're not sure its coming or what it will be when it gets there.
Also, I think I have been nursing a hangover five of the past seven days. So there is that.|
|2011-08-24 16:35:29 CST - drunkness_of(0)|
|I felt like drinking all day today pretty much. Then I left work and jogged a 5k, and kinda thought about that a little. And I decided somewhere in there that if I felt like drinking I should go for it, even though I've been doing an awful lot of drinking lately. I figured, you know, that there is something in my life that is pissing me off, and I might as well just keep drinking until it snaps free. Somehow by the time I finished my run, had some ice cream, and got home, I didn't really feel like drinking anymore. Now I just want to take a nap, feeling pretty good.|
|2011-08-23 12:40:43 CST - drunkness_of(0)|
|Been a weird couple weeks. Tried google plus, didn't like it. The problem with it is that, people read what I say then. I don't like feeling like I'm talking to a crowd of people, I like feeling like I'm keeping a diary in plain view of anyone that feels like reading it.
Anyway, it's been a pretty weird couple months for me. A friend keeps asking me why I say that, and I don't even really know what to say. I'm not sure I've thought it through fully myself, but I get the sense my good friends understand. It's just...man, I dunno. I feel really really alive though, and that's a change I am all for.|
|2011-07-26 14:52:16 CST - drunkness_of(0)|
|Life has kind of screwed me the past few years. Anybody who reads this knows it. I kinda feel like just starting over, so I added a chapter function. NEW CHAPTER, SUCK ON THAT. Maybe someday I will add a chapter browser or something. For now though I think blank slate is more accurate.|